Discouragement or Hope?

That pull though to fall into self-pity and even depression was strong as I continuously felt overwhelmed after the accident. That first week and a half I felt like I had to make one intense decision after another. It got even harder as I saw my husband withering in pain on multiple occasions. It was as if I began to question the call God had on our life. Doubt started to creep in and my self-worth began to get hit.